A pocket full of ideas

My oldest daughter is always picking up stones, sticks, flowers, little beads and whatever she finds outside. She will give them to me while saying: “mommy here is a present for you, look how pretty it is”. I smile and give her a hug and put them in my pocket. For the past 6-8 months I have been brainstorming about what to do with my work life. Many ideas have come to my head, but for some reason I have never been able to pick one. Having discovered, that I want to write, even more thoughts spring to mind. Where to start? What happens when your thoughts take over and you feel like it’s hard “just to follow your intuition?” Is it due to being scared of making the wrong decision? Fear of failing? My own insecurity? Continue reading “A pocket full of ideas”

Is your GPS talking? – 23/25

A while back the GPS navigation system in my car stopped talking. I tried to turn it off and on again, but it kept quiet. Once after a two week holiday it started talking for one or two trips (which at the moment got me thinking if it was in as much need of a holiday like myself 😊 ) But then it went back to being silent. In the beginning I was annoyed, but then I thought, well I can still use it, I just have to pay more attention to the map showing me the way. Today as I was bringing my car in for it’s annual service, I asked if they could please have a look at it. And after some time, I finally got my answer.

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Are you dancing? – 22/25

Can your hear the beat? Do you hear the music in your heart? Are you dancing to the beat of your heart or are you following a different tune, because you think you have to? A week ago I became aware of the power of symbols as it was staring me in the face, when I least expected it (at the hairdressers of all places!). It brought me to the conclusion, that I had to act on it (there was only so many feathers and birds of prey I could take 😉 ). As I sat in the chair and listened to the drumbeat, I felt like I was dancing. Music coming within. When I got home, I couldn’t help of wondering, is dancing to the beat of the music in my heart a sign of me being on the right path to finding my silver lining? Continue reading “Are you dancing? – 22/25”

Weekly update – 4/5

This morning as I was getting my oldest daughter ready for her daycare it suddenly hit me, that there was something about the way she was talking and reflecting on things, that made it sound like she wanted to be just like the other girls in her group. I guess it’s normal for children to want to fit in and be just like all the others. I told her it’s OK to be different and want to do something else. “If you feel like you want to do something, then don’t be afraid to do so and go for what you want”, I told her. When I came back home, I couldn’t stop thinking about what I had told her. Why was it that I could tell her that, with the greatest of belief, when I’m having such a hard time telling myself that? And with that in mind, it’s time to reflect on the week. Continue reading “Weekly update – 4/5”

Dare to dream – 19/25

Do you dream? For some people it might be an easy question to answer. Yes of coarse, I dream of finding love, living there, having that house, having babies, travelling, being financially independent or what ever makes your heart dance. But can you really feel the dream? Can you close your eyes and smell the skin of your unborn child? Can you see yourself planting flowers in the garden of your dreams? Can you taste the free life of being financially independent? Do you dare to dream? Continue reading “Dare to dream – 19/25”

What number is your energy? – 18/25

In a way I have been prepared to write this post for a while now. Or more dreading it, really, as I’m not sure where it takes me. You know that thing that constantly pops up in your head or is shown around you? You sit there going, why? what? again? Please tell me, what it means. I am begging you. I can’t help of wondering: when you’re being shown the same thing over and over again, when do the pieces fall into place, so you can finally understand what it means? Continue reading “What number is your energy? – 18/25”